Written by: Admin_SheEvo
Why is it that when it comes to our own lives, we forget to take our own good advice?
Well, that’s what I’m finding out about myself. With hindsight, I can see it all so clearly. Still, when I am in the middle of an emotional conflict with my boyfriend, my judgement becomes clouded, and I lose my centre. I have been with this guy for two years, and I really do love him, but somehow, we always end up having massive arguments, and I am always to blame. He convinces me that I am wrong, and I find myself apologizing, but deep inside, I know it’s not right. How can I always be wrong? Of course, I am sometimes, but a relationship is a two-way street. We have broken up five times, and I go back to him each time. I know that I am so clear about why when I break up with him. However, it doesn’t take long before I find my reasons for leaving him are less important than my love for him.
My family find it very difficult, and I find myself more isolated as they disagree with how he behaves. If it were a friend of mine doing this, I would tell her to leave and to break it up once and for all, but I seem to find myself back with him. He promises he will change and always does his best in the beginning, and then the cracks start reappearing. I want him to be my forever person, and I am determined to give everything I have to make our relationship work. I know what is right, but I still find myself with him at the end of the day. I suppose time will tell.
