Written by: Admin_SheEvo
Heavenly Father,
hear my weeping prayer.
I am a rotten apple,
a bad element,
of the holy and sacred equation.
Unloved,
unworthy,
undeserved, I am,
because of me planting demonic seeds,
and watering them,
in my lifeless and dead spiritual garden.
I saw unholy statutes,
that enticed me,
and I took a sip of sins,
and bad deeds.
In my time of deep darkness,
I always thought,
that You had given up on me.
Please forgive me.
Let Your blood,
spilled on the cross,
flush away my iniquities.
Your grace,
bestowed upon me,
is the only source of life,
that offered me renewed hope.
Create in me,
a new and refreshed heart, O God.
Revive a steadfast,
and contrite spirit within me.
Set my heart and mind free,
from the demonic meditations,
of pain and disappointment.
Help me to be still,
peaceful,
and content.
Forgive me,
Holy Spirit,
forgive me.
Paint away my transgressions,
with Your paintbrush of grace,
and mercy, O Lord.
Assist me,
Holy Spirit.
I feel so alone,
and this season of loneliness,
is hurting me deeply.
Yet, I feel serene sensations,
within my heart,
urging me to let go,
and trust You,
to transform my sinful nature,
and make me a new creation.
For You were always there for me,
even when I wasn’t there with You.
You gave me daily,
and bountiful reassurance,
of who You are.
Without me offering,
worldly sacrifices to You,
You remain a glorious,
and gracious God.
By Itebogeng
Diary Of a Black Christian Woman
