Written by: Admin_SheEvo
Love I Can’t Let Go
Five months later
I find myself still stuck with you,
Even though it’s directly the opposite for you.
I silently desire nothing but you.
I silently find myself seeing only you.
But somehow it feels wrong.
A part of me wants to let go
But another part of me pulls me back
In your arms and honestly it’s not even funny
Anymore.
I want to love again
But each time Him be like, “girl let’s take
A ride in this road of love”
My lips be like, “sure” while my heart and soul
Only desire and see You.
My soul is broken.
My heart only calling out your name
Even though you’re long gone.
Honestly I don’t think I still have a soul nor heart.
You took charge of them the day I said yes.
And now that haunt me even when you gone.
Gone and alive I mean.
Maybe that’s the reason I can’t let go
Maybe knowing that you out there
Gives me nothing but false hope.
Someday be like,
“Today he’s surely gonna call” and another
Be like, “he’s gone”
And these voices in my head overwhelms me.
Maybe because you’re the only one
That made me feel butterflies.
Maybe you’re the only one that made me feel safe
And different.
And now I only see you different.
I only see you worth loving.
I can’t seem to bring myself to understand why.
You’re gone and I have to let go but how?
You made me human
And somehow I feel like I owe you my life.
I try to find you in every guy that says hello.
I try to find you even in my dreams.
I try to find you in every breathing thing.
Yet still, I can’t find you.
You’re gone and am still stuck with you.
My heart shutters when I think of you.
Not because you broke me.
But because of the wonderful memories
I threw away.
That’s why my lips always form a bright smile
Every time you cross my mind.
I love you B.
But sometimes love is not enough.
It’s funny how well I’m aware of that yet I still
Can’t let go. The love is unique. The love is different.
So how do I let go really?
Please come back to me.
This is my heart speaking.
My soul begging
And my knees humbling going down.
Please let’s ride along this road together
One last time.
With love.
@DPD❤️
