Written by: Admin_SheEvo

l am a 14 year old girl from Zimbabwe. I am a young poet hoping to help someone through poetry.

My story goes like this… l last saw my dad when l was only 3 years old since then he never bothered to call or pay child support. The thought of having a dad who is alive and well, financially able to play his role of being a father, but he cares less though he loves his other kids more than me hurts. I told myself that l was not wanted, it raised self doubt.  A number of kids my age, in my situation grow up with bitter spirits or end up doing drugs due to the questions evolving in their head.

At age 9, l started using poetry as my own way of speaking and letting my emotions out Poetry makes me remember that l do have something to live for. I have a life, and have to prove the person who abandoned me that l can make it with or without him. Poetry also helped me overcome the feeling of being body shamed at school as a slim person. It became my safe hiding space.

Below is one of my poems that heals and ease my pain:

Poem:
Tiny bits tiny thoughts
The way l think is different from the way l talk
My heart is bitter but my thoughts are not
I keep quiet,l am being something am not.
They say l am weak as well as shy
The truth  is l have got a lion inside
A bitter beast that is ready to bit
Demons feeding my doubt and destroying the light
I realized that am bitter not better
Why me is the question my heart will summarize
Is there going to be an end?
An end to all the pain?
End to all the doubt?
I have been disowned by my own…..
Blood is thicker than water they say,
Relations are better of cherished they say,
But what is the use of all of this if you have been disowned  by your own ?
I am bitter not better.
Written by: Mitchelle Shoko
This is my story hope Kids my age will overcome their dark cloud of rejection and being bullied.

1 Comment

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    Sihle

    August 16, 2024

    I love the poem. Well written

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August 14, 2024

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