Written by: Admin_SheEvo
I am worth it,
I deserve it,
I should be having it,
But why does it seem like I’m forcing things,
Why do I feel the edge to let go and let be? All this is clear: I am not worth it.
I am rejected everywhere possible,
I feel rejected in any space I enter,
I think the doors shut on me, and all that was just a push back,
But why does it seem like I’m forcing things,
Why do I feel the edge to let go and let be? All this is clear: I am not worth it.
This spirit makes you believe the narrative,
This spirit forces you to feel the same negativity,
This spirit narrates the false interpretation of what you are not,
This spirit deserves to be blocked forever,
Even though all sides point to self-doubt
But why does it seem like I’m forcing things,
Why do I feel the edge to let go and let be? All this is clear: I am not worth it.
Every little fence has the highest bar to cross,
Yes, as little as it is, I feel trapped.
Rejection comes through when you are least expecting,
Well, I have become immune to the rejection note,
I have lived with the understanding of being rejected,
Made peace and sense through the rejection process
It’s hardened, but we press on,
But why does it feel like I’m forcing things,
Why do I feel the edge to let go and let be? All this is clear: I am not worth it.
I am worth it,
I deserve it,
I should be having it,
But why does it seem like I’m forcing things,
Why do I feel the edge to let go and let be? All this is clear: I am not worth it.
My come back will be very personal,
The spirit of Rejection.
Yours truly
Nonny Vee
